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Sambhu Ramachandran

Assistant Professor, Department of English, N.S.S. College, Pandalam. Keralam, India

Poetry

Traces

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Sambhu Ramachandran Corresponding writer

Assistant Professor, Department of English, N.S.S. College, Pandalam. Keralam, India

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Getting out of bed, I notice the traces I have left— the valley in the pillow formed by the pressure of my head and the bedspread twisted into the curves of my sleep. I wonder what part of me, invisible though, is still left in bed when I pad over to the bathroom and thrust a toothbrush into my mouth. All that up and down motion makes me feel like the bristles have stolen a share of my teeth’s gleam. When I stand under the showerhead needled by hot water, it is not just a mixture of dirt and sweat that is washed away along with light green soap suds, but something more—the liquid shape of myself. The wet soles of my feet leave imprints on the tiles, and I feel like turning around to look at the face of my mysterious pursuer. I find it unsettling that I am scattering myself all over the house. It’s not just my reflection in the mirror, which as soon as my face is turned, must fleet to another dimension and lie in wait, or the air I breathe out, which carries with it the animal warmth of my interior. Sitting at the table for my breakfast, I lift a glass to my mouth, and in the soft morning light, see around it a girdle of fingerprints. I take a few mousey nibbles at a banana in my hurry to catch the train, but when I look at it again— half-eaten with the impression of my teeth— a cannibalistic shiver runs down my spine. When I lock the house and go out, I am still thinking of these traces— these orphaned bits of myself— waiting to exit through the keyhole, to follow me wherever I go.
More creative works by Sambhu Ramachandran · अन्य रचनाएँ

Poetry

Lines Written While You Were Putting on Makeup

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Writer & Affiliation · लेखक परिचय

Sambhu Ramachandran Corresponding writer

Assistant Professor, Department of English, N.S.S. College, Pandalam. Keralam, India

Published Work · प्रकाशित रचना

Your mascaraed eye now flashes like a snake boat oared with lashes. Shaken by seismic waves of smiles, it bobs and lurches yet beguiles the laws of movement, staying fixed. Another gaze and I am transfixed by how it morphs into a kite fastened to the string of my sight. If it were just to aestheticize that my eyes ever sought your eyes, you could say I saw only half the truth and a quick polygraph would expose me for what I am: a peddler of elite flim-flam. But I also see a penguin bereft of all its wobbly kin stranded on the melting ice floe of your sclera. Does it know it’s our greed and mass delusion about GDP that brought the ruin? An atom bomb sending shock waves across all our impending graves, a swirl of dust and detritus— that’s what your dilated pupil is. A charred planet floating through space before fading without a trace.